2013... 2014!

Tahun ini GILA.
Dari SMA St. Angela ke FK Unhas.
NMGBC terakhir gue.
Temen-temen baru.
Sobat-sobat lama.
Jomblo...
Welcoming speech WLD13.
Swedish House Mafia bubar.
Album ke-4 Paramore.
Entah apa lagi.

Makasih buat KALIAN SEMUA, yang udah muncul di 2013 gue.
Yang udah ngerubah 2013 gue.
Yang udah ngewarnain 2013 gue.
Kalian semua suuuupeeeeer.

Ditunggu kehadiran kalian di 2014 yap, we will rule the world again!

13 Random Things I Learned in 2013

1. Sometimes you are going to be the friend that everyone else talks shit about behind your back, because sometimes you are capable of being really annoying and shitty without even realizing it, and your friends want to vent about it. 
2. The cheapest and most expensive dress are usually both bad deals. 
3. Some of the “ugly” photos of yourself that you insist get untagged or hide on Facebook are actually a more accurate representation of what you really look like. 
4. Whoever you are, whoever reading this, you will die. To know and understand that means you are alive. 
5. A lot of times, when someone starts giving you more attention or respect in life when they used to treat you like shit, it’s not because they’ve evolved as a person. It’s because you’ve gotten useful to them or they need you to do them a favour. 
6. Most politicians, even the “progressive” ones, give a shit about literally no one and nothing but themselves. 
7. A huge amount of the really shitty things that people do and say to each other is motivated by little more than jealousy, because cutting someone down is the easiest way to feel just a little bit better about yourself. 
8. You might just not be good enough for something you are positive that you really deserve. 
9. There are many people that have created leagues in their mind, and have judged you as completely below theirs. That won’t change; you can’t fix them. They will give you many signs that they consider themselves above you, and that you should run away from them as quickly as possible before you think that they're right. 
10. By the way, you can’t change other people, and it’s rude to try. 
11. There is nothing worse than having no friends. 
12. Have you ever made a mistake so monumental that you wish you could go back in time and do it all over again? Join the club. Everyone did that. It’s called being human. Leave the past behind, leave the mistake there too. 
13. People will leave. You believe that they will stay but they eventually fade away and you will be alone. Someday you’re gonna be the only one you've got. Be prepared. 

You think you're weak? Well, I'm a grade-A-bitch.

There's a line, a very blurred one, between being a critically honest person and being a mean devilish witch.

I'm definitely the latter.

I speak what I think. I have my own perspective. I see something from my own dimension. If I don't like something, I don't sugarcoat it. I'm always trying to be fair. I still think that there are good and bad sides on every moments. I don't always agree with every single thing in life, but it doesn't mean I'm the bitter pessimist who hate new ideas. I still like being around another human being. I appreciate people that I believe had done something to be appreciated for, and in this case, I really do appreciate people that I know had done their best to be someone useful to themselves and others in their life.

Which means, I really hate people who act weak and innocent when in fact they're capable with something. Anything. And when girls are acting like that, the hatred is getting bigger and stronger and it's growing faster than a bullet that I will probably attack those girls with some real bullets.

I'm a kind of feminist. I experience so many situations where I was underestimated just simply because I'm a young girl. They think I'm too innocent, too weak. There's a million other girls who try to look as innocent or weak as possible because they want to look cute, to get boys attention, or because they really think they are actually weak. And all  they do is complaining about this, and that, or pretty much everything.

Honey, dearie, I wish you know the fight of auto-immune, cancer, and other incurable diseases sufferers. Do you have functional lungs? Two kidneys? Normal digestion? Healthy brain? There are women without  it all out there and they are changing the world as I'm writing this right now. You think you're weak? Well, I'm a grade-A-bitch. I will kindly say these words of a little truth for you. You. Are. Not. Trying. HARD. ENOUGH.

Honey, please, don't be Bella Swan. Everyone in this world deserve well-being, happy life, but we gotta work for it... except for some freaking lucky people. There will be times where no one's gonna support and protect you and when that times come, you will have to survive. You have to fight. You have to go through it. And here's the news: complaining about those kind of situation you're in won't do you any good.

You are not weak. You think you're weak, and again, I have my own perspective and dimension. I respect other perspective and dimension too. Maybe you're weak in your perspective... if you still think you're weak. Hmph. Even if you're weak, don't cry about it. Don't complain. Don't post in on social media. Just, don't. If anything, I'm so tired of your shit.